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Expectations Versus Reality

by Early Retirement

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Intro 00:41
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There´s a show on TV that everybody seems to like But I don´t know if I should like it too It´s a cartoon, it´s animated And I´m getting so frustrated Cause I can´t leave my house without hearing about it And I don´t know if I should go Take that next step, let it flow Season 1, Episode 1, should I? Chorus: Some people wanna punch me Others wanna see me dead Reason is that I still have not seen Rick and Morty Yet Is this show really that special? Am I really missing out? Can someone please tell me what the hype is all about For Rick & Morty Niklas says it´s awesome And Frank, he backs him up I don´t know if I´ll agree, cause I don´t give a fuck Well technically I do, But I´m so very busy with telling myself that I´m so very busy And they say it´s great Yeah they say it´s cool they say it´s hip and full of funny jokes that you have to watch twice or three times – it´s hard to get but I think they just project this in their heads Pre Chorus Chorus Repeat
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spare me the details I don´t wanna hear ´em no I´m over you, so over you go ahead and wash your mouth with soap cause all your „I love you“´s mean nothing to me in the end i think it´s time for me to regain hope it´s normal relationships don´t always work out as planned yet it´s hard to imagine the look on your face when you kissed him on that fateful night of betrayal chorus with passing time I finally realize that we were not meant to be you weren´t rightfor me, no cause all the time you bitched and you criticized the things that I love, learned my lesson so now I will go and try not to imagine the look on your face when you fucked him on that fateful night of betrayal repeat chorus guess I´m over and out chorus
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heartaches that is a concept I´m familiar with since I found out how many fucks you give which are exactly zero as for heartbreaks I just don´t know how much more I can take think at some point I´ll have to replicate what has been left of these shattered pieces called formerly - „my heart“ yeah I´ll take cupid´s arrows shove´em right down his throat Chorus: this is a story of heartaches and heartbreaks but baby don´t worry I´m just fine without you, just fine without you lately I think I might be going crazy but if I getover you then maybe this sting won´t hurt so bad sometimes you are the only thing on my mind and a solution is so hard to find how to escape from it all? Escape from it all so I´ll take cupid´s arrows shove´em right down his throat! Repeat chorus
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Apple 03:07
bite into the apple of your sadness and let the sour flavor overpower everything you´ve tried your best and yet you failed and now your life gets so derailed you don´t know what to do you don´t know what to do Chorus: so I´ll glue your heart back together if you´ll keep listening to what I have to say if I glue your heart back together will you promise me that you will be okay? So bite inti the apple of your madness and let the sour flavor overpower everything you´ve tried your best, yet you feel down and now you wear the biggest frown you don´t know what to do yeah you don´t know what to do repeat chorus
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the way you glanced at me made me feel so damn intirgued there was something about your vibe that just had me feel relieved there are still girls in this world with a heart and soul so pure my jackass head would never understand if only I had a reason to move to Berlin... Chorus: cause that sparkle in your eyes made me think of you last night it just sucks you live a thousand miles away and i am here signs of affection made me reveal a connection it´s useless though cause distance is always a killer but if you´re ever back in town I´m just sayin´- let´s go out! Yeah if you´re ever back around you could simply scream and shout and you´re gonna get my attention but probably not my heart, not to mention I´m trying to steer away from this long distance emotional baggage if only you had a reason to get to know me better... repeat chorus hope you remember this conversation cause I sure know I do I wanna tell you it felt amazing to me repat chorus distance is always a, distance is always a killer!
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scattered myself all across the floor now I´m not here to stay oh how I wish I had a different brain for just one day then maybe I wouldn´t feel so inclined to twist every thought inside my awkward and oh so doubtful crippled mind as I´m trying to navigate through waters that are so deep I can barely see the surface say what´s the deal with that? Is there a purpose if all I do now is belittleing myself just because I couldn´t light a fire in someone else Chorus: yet I can´t forget that kiss we had beside your favorite tree on that friday afternoon, it came clear to me there was something in the air (but this life just isn´t fair) and that´s a hard pill to swallow but I guess for now it is my job otherwise I would be sitting here, being a lazy slob eating fast food, downing whisky shots to pass the time and to drown my sorrows repeat chorus now all I want is to move on (but you´re still stuck inside my head) (3x) you left your mark, you´re more than just a memory but I guess for now we were not meant to be
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Spotlight 01:50
hey you are cool do you think I´m too? I wanna get to know you better so let´s not wait until forever does wednesday work I could spare a little time then how about friday? just text me whenever you´re free cause I can see it in your eyes you´re not an easy target no you´re well aware of any kind of flirty situation and I can read it in your smile yeah you might be the one cause you are quite awfully pretty and I don´t know what to say hey you are cool do you think I´m too? I wanna get to know you better so maybe we could hang together does tuesday work? I could show up after practice how about sunday? Well, just call me whenever you´re free cause I can see it in your eyes you´re not an easy target no you´re well aware of any kind of flirty situation and I can read it in your smile you know you are the one cause you are quite awfully pretty and I don´t know what to say
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he sits quietly at the bar just a quick nod and his glass fills up again shaky hands approach the fifth drink of the night then he proceeds to gulp it down he gets tired of himself he gets tired of always getting left behind and the bartender is his only friend yeah he always served him well tonight and he´s always so alone like he got cut down to the bone he´d try better if he could but o one cares, he´s misunderstood once he´s done he stumbles back to his tiny, dark and very lonely shed there he tries to fall asleep he waits until his eyes close shut he dreams and in his dreams he´s not alone he never got kicked off his throne no he´s still up there, bright-eyed shooting star and he doesn´t have to sit at the bar at the bar...
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YesNoMaybe 03:21
oh love it´s not easy when your mind is screwing over everything oh heart are you beating? I´ll just put on Motion City Soundtrack to wash the doubts away you never pulled me down but you couldn´t make me happy anyway Chorus: Cause you are the sunshine of my heart and when you´re gone I fall apart you are my everything but everything means nothing at the same time today you´re with me for a while tomorrow I am in denial I don´t know what to do maybe I should just abandon you Oh dear it´s appealing just to think of the idea of you and me wait here I´m not leaving I´m just trying to avoid the conflict by never coming back pre chorus chorus
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Honestly Youre still all I see Leaves me breatless and unconcious Can't you see.i am secretly Still yearning Still waiting and thinking about you Honestly You're still all I need Makes me tired Yet I'm sleepless Don't you see I could easily Recover From just another Another glance qt you Honestly It's so weird to me You're still roaming You're still living somewhere in my mind
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crack my ribcage open and pull my heart out then stitch me back together I hope I will survive that process cause I´m tired and I´m worn out another hopelessly romantic twentysomething on a crash course my mind is racing and I hate it admitting that I am losing myself in the drink too early confusing I dot´know what to say or think so I let this song speak for itself just like all the other songs I´ve ever written cause I am always way too emotionally invested into some things that haven´t even been unfolding but it´s just the way I am so I hope you understand that I´m still learning I´m still growing just like everybody else crack my ribcage open then pull my heart out then stitch me back together I hope I will survive that process cause I´m tired and I´m worn out and I´ve got this bleeding heart that´s a tell tale sign of me falling apart cause I am always way too emotionally invested into some things that haven´t even been unfolding but it´s just the way I am so I hope you understand that I´m still learning I´m still growing just like everybody else and everything keeps changing with the tide....
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credits

released October 23, 2020

Produced by Sebastian Bungert & Nicolas Kunz

Engineered/Mixed/Mastered by Nicolas Kunz at Vivo Sonum Studio in Illingen, Saarland, Germany

All music & lyrics written by Sebastian Bungert

Vocals/Guitars/ Bass/Percussion performed by Sebastian Bungert
Keyboards/Mandoline performed by Nicolas Kunz
Violin performed by Isabell Krohn

Cover Artwork & Design by Sebastian Schuster

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Early Retirement Saarbrücken, Germany

"Early Retirement" was started in 2019 as an acoustic soloproject by musician and songwriter Sebastian Bungert in Saarbrücken, Germany. Since then, the project has taken on more of a 2000s throwback- vibe, being heavily inspired by the Pop Punk/Alternative Rock/ Emo sound of that era. ... more

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